This past weekend was a rough one. I think I am growing as an individual, and I am experiencing some "turbulence". I feel like I need to repent for being a bitch. My energy is drained. I have went on a never-ending roller coaster ride of emotions. I am physically exhausted from all of my thoughts and feelings. I need to feel nothing for a bit. I need to be numb. I do not have the luxury anymore. Too many little eyes and hands needing me. I feel vacant. I am here physically, yet I am gone mentally. I am disappointed in myself, and I am not quick to forget. I am my own worst critic. I hate when I see the disappointment in his eyes. It makes me feel like an evil wench.
So I avoid all eye contact for fear of an unwanted argument.
I just don't know where I am.
Hippie Girl's Monolgue
I am a child of La Luna
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